Family Matters

So our family has been dealing with some pretty heavy stuff lately. I guess I always thought that these "things" would never happen in our family and just to other people. What a horrible and naive thing to think. Now that we are dealing with this, it makes me question so many things that I believe in, and why i believe those things. I know exactly who, and where i put my trust in, and my heart breaks for those that don't. My faith is in Jesus Christ, and because I have a firm foundation in Him, all the decisions in my life involve him. But when life shakes that foundation, it's hard to stand firm. But I know what is true, and what is true, is that sometimes God allows things to happen in life that we don't understand. But i need to hope that his will is bigger than my own and that God, in all this craziness, will be glorified. Somehow.